Three Weeks

There's been a lot of growing going on around our house (along with a lot of sleepless nights!!)  Little Lena is three weeks old and Emmie is almost 20 months! Somehow we managed to go strawberry picking and even made some jam.  Babywearing seems to be the only way to accomplish anything these days.  Emmie loved picking berries and ate a lot along the way. Lena is more alert and aware of her world.  If we could only get eating figured out (along with sleeping) we'd be in good shape.  

A few firsts

Lena is two weeks (almost three weeks) old already and I want to record a few of her "firsts".  She had her first bath and surprisingly enjoyed it.  She met her Pittsburg cousin Ilijana and Aunt Sara and Uncle Doug. Yeah!! Thanks for coming to visit! And she and Emmie went to the grocery store together.  (With us of course)  Lena continues to be a sweet blessing to our family and her calm, gentle disposition (without reflux praise the Lord) amazes us.  She's still a tiny little sweet pea but she's growing and changing right before our eyes.  We also celebrated Momma's birthday- a fun addition to our week! 

june five

June 5 six years ago my dear momma went to heaven. And this year, having just given birth to Lena I can't help but imagine what life would be like should she still be here.  She's missed in these newborn days, as she was with Emmie.  Sometimes my heart is sad when I think of all I want to tell her and then I think of all she taught me about motherhood by being the kind of mother she was. I realize the heritage she has given me. So although my heart wants to be sad today I choose to rejoice in her presence with the Lord, away from cancer and sin and pain and in the gift of her life for 26 years of my life.  I like these pictures because they show her pure delight in motherhood. I love the aprons, the tired eyes and puffy hair. I love her smile. I know how she feels now, having two daughters!  Oh, how you are missed Mom, but oh how loved always.  

Photo Catch up

These past two weeks have been a blur of life happening and I want to remember all of the events, both new and the normal.  I want to remember Lena's first picnic, Emmie's grocery store on the steps, Emmie's bike skills, playing with cousins, the time Lena met her grandparents and great-grandmother and the tiny toes on our newest girl.  I want to remember how many similarities I notice in our girls and yet how startlingly different they are at the same time.  I want to cherish theses days and remember the blessing they are. I will remember that Lena was born during strawberry season, during Columbine season, (my Mom's favorite perennial), during snapping turtle season.  I will remember that we got raspberry bushes the day before her birth and then promptly forgot to water them for a while. I will remember Lena's springtime birth and the special days with our family following. I will remember that she arrived the day after our real anniversary (hospital) and not on her due date (the day Mom went to heaven). I will remember Emmie's happy face and arms wrapped around my neck when we were all home together again. 

Dear Lena

Dear Lena,

You're almost 2 weeks old sweet baby girl! We still can't believe you're here and we haven't even met your due date yet! These days have flown by as we spend our days getting to know each other and finding a new rhythm as a family of four.  Emmeline adores you and has recently started asking to hold you, to rock you, to cuddle and kiss you.  You still have your days and nights backwards but its ok, we're working on that.  You're still so tiny, not even seven pounds yet and so all our newborn clothes seem too big.  But you are starting to observe your home a bit more and have met the cats and heard the piano.  You hold your head up like a champ.  Yesterday we went for our first walk at the park and took our third trip out and about. You finally met your cousins on the Kleeman side and look forward to meeting everyone else soon.  Keep growing little Lena and may God bless you always.